Black Notebook

My mind was playing on repeat
I could no longer separate what was real
from my own strong will to feel
that everything was fine

I decided to write down my endless thoughts on paper
to try to make everything seem a little clearer

I found a little black notebook on top of my refrigerator
I started ripping out the pages that I´d already used
I tore them apart
I needed a fresh start

Then I read some notes I made last year in October
there they were the same phrases I´d been repeating
over and over

Let´s go deeper
I wanna go deeper
I wanna be the best I can be with you
I wanna feel free yeah
I wanna be me
I wanna be the best I can be with you

Real change might take wide turns
and when you think you´ve moved on
you still need a little time to really come around
and the naked truth to release the mind

When I read those notes I made last year in October
I realized I´d been loosing my dream over and over

Let´s go deeper
I wanna go deeper
I wanna be the best I can be with you
I wanna feel free yeah
I wanna be me
I wanna be the best I can be with you